Wishing


I’m sitting here wishing I could go back in time to re-live some favorite moments.  Oddly, its the sex I think about most.  Probably because my sex life currently, due to my MS, is less than stellar.  Numbness in all the wrong places.

It’s bad enough I’m losing feeling in my finger tips but to lose sensation below the waist is just mean.  I know MS can be mean, and it has reared its ugly head at me a couple of times.  I’ve been lucky so far, no serious set backs, no blindness, no limp, no wheelchair.  How can I complain about my minor inconveniences and numbness?  Because they are my hurdles and I am searching for ways around them and not finding any.

I wish I didn’t have MS.  I wish … I wish I didn’t want so much.

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