Feeling Sexy?

Do you remember the last time you felt sexy?  I don’t.   Certainly I remember feeling like that in my 20s and 30s.  Knowing I was being watched and pretending not to notice.

Who’s looking at me now?  My husband doesn’t look at me any more, but maybe I don’t try to look sexy any more?  How sexy can I look 20 pounds overweight, wearing elastic waisted jeans and a baggy shirt?  I can even wear my husband’s shirts and not turn him on any more.  Maybe I don’t wear them right?  Maybe I don’t wear the right size?  I’ve been wearing clothes a long time and hadn’t notice anything, until I woke up 50.  That’s when things changed.

I don’t know how to live with this unopened can of worms.  I feel like a 20 something in need of a gay boy friend to take her shopping and to make fun of other people in the mall.  I hate it when I feel like a 20 something wanting to go shopping.

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