It has been tough here the last week. I fell into one of my deepest depressions, only for a few days, but I haven’t been that down in years. Gut wrenching despair enveloped me. Concern about my son and his deepening depression, adjusting to Mom being here, handling the paperwork for R’s death, looming foreclosure, and just overall disgust and hatred of myself on a whole new level.
I was feeling pretty good…until just now. Son has totally lost it. His ex is demanding she get grandson for a few years (end of highschool). Aaaagh. will it never end?