Son has badly fallen off the wagon. He hasn’t been sober for two days. It’s like he’s giving up on his life. I keep encouraging him to do the things he talks about instead of talking about doing things. But: he doesn’t have the money, he doesn’t have any friends, he’s uncomfortable in new situations and so has become very skilled in avoiding connections all together. Plus he is the most annoying person when he is out of his head; he’s perfectly fine, but he’s stumbling around in the dark. I’m so angry with myself for letting this go on, but afraid to do what I probably should.